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I’ve always wondered and will likely die trying to figure out the reason I am so very overly protective of this heart that I so freely give. I dare to share, yet spin around in my head about the fact that I care. Cautious of the boundaries I set and whether they are being crossed. Sometime allowing a breech. Only to check the minds of those daring me to wield my sword. I mustn't be careless either which way. Diligent. Intuitive. Guidance from within. Adhering to self control and heeding the calls of action.
I am the Queen of Swords.
And I carry a cup bearing my emotions. I drink from this cup throughout the journey of each calling.I do not spare my feelings. I let them flow effortlessly. I sing through tears and I cry in laughter. Never doubting the sincerity of my feelings. I act from purity of consciousness. Denying any energy that requires me to act from a place of ill will because I don’t doubt the fierce desire for peace inside others, and in myself.
I am the Queen of Cups
Therefore I receive pentacles. When my time comes to accept the earthly gifts I have been rewarded I know it is my duty to do so without shame or pride. I have been back stabbed many times before and know that with earthly possessions come great Powers. Powers that invade. But with humility and rigorous discipline these powers shall not penetrate the shell surrounding the soul of this vessel. Because the shell is protected by its own strength of conscience. Assured that everything that has been attained has been properly and rightly deserved. No feelings of self pity for being undeserving of such virtuous gifts will block the blessings that want to swing my way as an act of pure cause and effect. Only acceptance is acceptable because I have created my reality like a magician carrying a wand.
I am a the Queen of Pentacles.
I’ve waited with hope. I’ve watched with patience. I’ve slept with dreams and purposefully sought out lessons. To teach. I employ will and my Fortitude, Sovereignty, and Gracefulness Guarantee my success. I manifest. I create. I dance. I spell. And I sell Hope.
I am the Queen of Wands.