I float within a realm of fortitude and resourcefulness
My gloating is an air of certainty that my chosen destiny awaits me
My concentration is a necessary you might see as evil because I will sometimes cause you to not exist
The ants inside my pants
My twiddling of the thumbs
The persistent need for more than what is termed reality goes beyond me
It penetrates me deeply until I can no longer stand to understand my purpose and l long to fill this gap between my floating and gloating that I cant take anymore
So I must sit
Sit in silence and make sure something real exists
And then I see what sits in me is pure divinity
A connection to something beyond
That is I and I am in it. I find It and I accept my Magic.
I don't need the thoughts that want to seep in
I don't need the people that make me dim I just need the light
Right now
And then maybe I can make a difference in this day, be A smile on someone's face and live to appreciate another day
Because I chose this lesson And this life is a blessing
I thank heaven, for the place I go to inside of me
That I call Home.